Hello everyone, my name is Jennifer Kim Lalk, but most of the people simply call me Kim or Jen and I love that, because it sounds super basic and a bit cheeky, too. :p
I am 25 y/o and from GERMANY, but you usually find me somewhere else, trying to achieve my goals and working for my dreams ; )
Anyone else out there following their inner voice?
Without the strong believe in myself, and that everything happens for a reason and that anything can happen in this life, I would have never been brave enough to believe that I could be strong, smart and worthy-enough to achieve my goals of becoming an unisex fashion model, a Hollywood-known actress and a human activist.
Where did it come from?
Let´s start somewhere at the beginning of this all, otherwise I might confuse you a way too much. If you think I had an easy life, you´re wrong. Back in school, people teased me, because I was too skinny, while I was dealing with anorexia in silence and all on my own. Then it turned into bulimia and then into an unhealthy sport addiction and a toxic relationship with food. Followed by a very deep depression with anxieties, I finally felt into binge eating after my bodybuilding bikini competition preperation and therefore gained 20 kg before I was able to eat normal again. The whole thing cost me 10 years of my young life and another two years to heal my body and soul from all the damage I did.
Not even to mention how disgustingly painful and self-destructive I was to myself and the very few people who have been around me during this time and how many tears I´ve cried. I don´t even want to think about it anymore, but the thing is, a girl/boy never forgets all the painful words people once told us about ourselves and our bodies and I will never understand, why people hate so much and why gossiping around (on social media) has become such an obsessive society-sport.
I always try to give everyone around me the feeling of being loved, respected and of corse, absolutely amazing and beautiful. I want to spread more love, happiness, power, motivation, confidence and a bit of creative-craziness during every single day in my life. And I also want to show this world, that anything and anyone can really has a positive and longlasting impact on this world!
YOU ARE SO WORTH IT TO BE LOVED AND ACCEPTED THE WAY YOU ARE!
Love more. Always. Choose to love more, always. Choose love above it all, always. Be love, always. Take care of yourself, your mind, your body, your soul and your heart. TAKE CARE OF YOUR SELF AND YOUR HEALTH.
BE AWARE AND LIFE IN THE PRESENT. Choose the right, higher values, and use them as a mental guide, a red line, for how you are living your life. Respect and accept others more and always. Help to create more acceptence and appreciation for creativity, humanity and diversity. In the fashion inudstry. In the economy. In every society. Say no to fast fashion and eat healthier. Stop the increase of toxic movements with simply not being a part of them in any single way anymore.
You just have that one body, one unknown period of time. One heart and health. And this is a gift. Be kind to yourself and the people around you. Have faith and fun, believe in achieving your goals and never ever give up. Fight for a change for good!
With lots of love, gratitude and so much hope,
Jen <3